I don’t know who I am. I read recently there’s a condition where you disbelieve your own existence… I don’t have that. I just don’t feel as though I know myself - I know what I would like to be, but that’s a fantasy. Back in the day, I had a MySpace account. In fact, it still exists. Ahem….
DeeKarla on MySpace:
Right, I thought it was about time I put something on here… I don’t have my own trumpet to blow, so bear with me. I’m Dee Karla, and I’m not normal. This is a thing to celebrate, trust me. My blogs, however, are not a true representation of me - they’re my Bridget Jones moments. Forgive me for them; it all comes from having a social circle constituted of mainly men. I need to vent occasionally, so that’s where they come from…. do not assume that you know me because you’ve read my drivel.
I’m sarcastic, I’m fun… and above all, I’m honest. If you can’t take honesty, don’t bother. Moreover, if you’re not honest I will find out… and I will ignore you.
Anyhow, I’m just about to embark on an exciting career as a teacher. I’ll be working with children who have Special Educational Needs… they are fantastic, and I love all children. I won’t be having my own anytime soon, which is fine by me.
So, I have a big heart and I’m a stickler for honesty… surely there’s more to me? Indeed, there’s plenty… ahem:
*I’m beautiful*
*I’m sexy*
*I’m flirtatious*
*I’ve had a poor taste in men… it’s improving*
*I’m your idea of heaven*
*I’m your idea of hell*
*I’m unique.. just like everybody else*
*I have an addictive personality*
*I’m shy to begin with…. but I’m worth the effort*
*I’m looking for friendship, but I’m picky*
*I’m stylish, but not a slave to fashion*
*I’m very sensitive at times*
*I dream dreams that are above and beyond the realms of reality*
*I don’t hate anyone… I can’t do it*
*I will do anything for true friends*
*I love reading auto/biographies.. life fascinates me*
*I’ve steadily begun to develop my confidence*
*I’m open to new ideas and others’ opinions*
*I hate confrontations, but I’m definitely not a pushover*
*When I’m good, I’m very very good*
*When I’m bad…. hmmm, I don’t know yet*
*I’m adorable*
*I’m worth far more than I’ll ever allow myself to believe*
*I despair of the tyranny of evil men*
*I’m good to the core… not a saint, but I’m only human*
*I love music, it’s the best therapy known to mankind*
*I’d like to re-do some parts of my life, but there’s no point in harbouring regrets*
That was typed five years ago. I’m in no mood to elaborate, I’d better sign off….
